For the past several months something has been missing, but I have no idea what it is. Is it that I want more from a job? Is it the fact that I don't really have a career path? Am I not taking enough advantage of NYC? Is it just that I need more friends here? These dilemmas will probably go unsolved for many more months, but the fact will remain that I want more. I feel like those women in a sappy chic flick that is unsatisfied with her boring life and decides to do something that pleases her, i.e "Julie & Julia" or "Eat, Pray, Love". But I'm not blogging about Julie Childs and I'm not going to Italy any time soon.
Speaking of foreign countries, I have been researching teach abroad programs in Paris. Basically, I'd like to use non-English speaking children as an excuse to live in the most beautiful metropolitan city. I figure I'm thinking about teaching anyway, so why not get started where I know nobody and don't speak the language fluently (makes sense to me!). And this is where the 'do something that pleases me' starts coming in.
So, my followers, I ask that you pray for me to find my footing in this world and more importantly God's purpose for my life. Also pray that I don't do anything extreme like go get myself pregnant because I badly want a kid, or travel abroad without any money, or quit my job without another one lined up, or get a tattoo. Pretty much pray for my sanity because I'm on the verge of crazy.
Blessings!
